So many things are going through my mind right now, it's kinda ridiculous. I hate it when I think too much because when I start to think it beings down my mood. Well today was an proactive day, started off my day visiting GPC campus again, kick it with old faces and ended watching wall-e.
As I can recall, I've been thinking about going back to school for a while now. I seriously DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO! I'm such a flip flopper when it comes to my career. First I applied at GPC back in 2007, then changed my mind and applied for school for fashion in Thailand, that didn't happen. Applied for FIDM, that didn't work because I came to realize that I'm definitely not financially stable to move out to LA and go to school. Oh, yeah I was so close to wanting to join the military but then I thought about it and didn't want to take the easy way out in life like other people. So I'm back at step one. But this time I definitely made up my mind. I'm applying at GPC for summer semester. There will be no more procrastinating. THERE WILL BE NO MORE PROCRASTINATING!
On the other side, Life have been treating me well, still looking for a job, other then that down side, I'm good and happy and somewhat stress free. Just been kicking it with a lot of my old friends which I can absolutely love. No, seriously I can trust this group of friends unlike the others. Reason why!? is because my friends now, has been so good to me the past 4 years. Yeah we had our up and downs in the past but we're still friends. We got over our differences. They know the real me and they could handle me. If they could handle me in my teen years then they could definitely handle me now.
I have no hate for nobody. Nor even dislike. When you're dead to me, your dead to me. End of story, learn how to grow up and stop being so childish and wanting to hurt other people. When they finally get to the level I'm at then they'll understand but other then that, live the life you wanna live, it will backfire one way or another. karma is a real bitch.
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hey! i think you should start at GPC as soon as you can! if i figured myself out when i was trying to, i would have just gone to school just to go and take your core classes. eventually, what you want to do will come to you and by that time after experimenting with jobs and life itself, you will be able to decide while you're in college. dont rush into anything because you might think it's something you want to do. but in the end, most times it turns out to be a mistake. i'm trying to go back to school myself next fall because fashion was more of a hobby and an interest but not what i wanted to do in life as a career. again, we should meet up and play ketchup lol. i hope you make the right decision!
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