and then there's a loner.

Wildbills was an disaster last night. I did not enjoy myself at all. I was tired and restless. But I didn't want to disappoint my friends because I already told them I was going. It's so stressful trying to please everybody and don't want to step on any toes. I wanted to enjoy myself but it's always what I want. So I seat there and watch everybody else enjoying them self. To rap things up, I need to stop going out so much. I think I need some time to myself and see where I need to get where I want to be...